Awkward Black Girl: I'm awkward and black

If you haven't been watching this show, you need to start.
It's AMAZING.
It's funny and intelligent and relatable and everything that you'd look for in a great show.
And yes, the protagonist is black.
Catch up on season one here.

Twitter for the Fashion Inclined: 5 Accounts You Have to Follow

Every fashion blogger worth their salt knows how important social media is, and how it helps them stay connected not just to their readers, but also to other bloggers who share the same digital space. Even though the medium is close to bursting, there are always those personalities who shine through, and manage to make their mark. Each platform is different of course, and twitter is unique because of it's micro-blogging format, but it still has its stars. Here in no particular order, are the five twitter accounts that every fashion blogger should be following:

1. Tom + Lorenzo:

Sit, bitter kittens, and listen to the wisdom that TLo has to bestow upon you. I first discovered this amazing blogger power couple during a live blog session of an episode of last season's Project Runway. I have to say, they are intense, and they are almost always right. Although, they blog about a lot of television, there is MORE than enough fashion interspersed between recaps of Downton Abbey and Revenge to keep even the most rabid fashion fiend happy. From runway shows and red carpets to full fashion editorials, TLo has an opinion on everything, and you better listen. Folow them on twitter @tomandlorenzo for updates on their latest posts, and inside reports on the various fashion shows they get to attend every season. Also, follow them live during an awards show. Laughs for days. Trust me, after a week of TLo, you will be a bitter kitten too. (PS. If you're in NY next week, go hear them speak at the IFB Conference on February 8th at Milk Studios!)

2. CollegeFashionista:

Are you in college? Do you wish you still were? Do you just want to see how people on other campuses are dressing? Then College Fashionista is for you. I'll admit I'm a little biased since I was a Style Guru for 2 years, but if you're a college-aged fashion addict, there's no reason you shouldn't be following this account. Run by CF's founder Amy, the CollegeFashionista twitter account is a great way to sift through the dozens of posts that go live every day (in over 100 campuses!) and see the very best of the best of campus street style. From east coast campuses like my very own Boston University, to warm weather campuses like Florida International University, there's enough fashion inspiration for every day of the week. Follow Amy @CFashionsita, and looks out for the monthly #fashiontalk hosted with various industry insiders.

3. Eva Chen (Beauty and Health Director at Teen Vogue):

Though, not strictly fashion, Eva's twitter feed is a fun and whimsical look into what's it's like to be an editor in the industry. From pictures of the fan mail she receives to the new manicure she's sporting, following Eva's feed definitely makes you salivate to be on the other side of the proverbial glass! Eva also routinely posts answers to questions she receives via her tumblr blog so there's tons of valuable advice to be absorbed about making it in the industry (if you're paying attention that is!) Follows Eva on twitter @evachen212 and enjoy!

4. The Beauty Department:

A recent find of mine, TBD is THE ultimate source for all things beauty related. The TBD twitter feed features links to the most recent hair, nail and makeup tutorials, as well as different styling tips. There's also a familiar face or two lurking in the twitpics! TBD is great for quick tips on how to get out of the house quickly and STILL look put together. They also feature fun new ways to experiment with your makeup. Follow TBD on twitter @TBDOfficial and pick up great manicure and makeup tips. If you're feeling frisky, head on over to their youtube page for fun video tutorials to supplement your beauty needs.

5. The Man Repeller:

If you are in fashion, (or want to be) you have heard of Leandra Medine. Even if you think you haven't, I promise you that you have. Drop crotch? That's her. Excessive layers? That's her. Arm Party? That's definitely and originally her. And if for some reason you've been under a rock for the last year and you don't know what a Man Repeller is, here's a definition. Hilarious? Yes. And her twitter feed is even more so. If you've ever had a questionable sartorial moment, Leandra's got your back. And she's probably already been there. Follow her on twitter @ManRepeller for intermittent updates on the state of man repelling and how to best accomplish it. 

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What about you? Which accounts do you follow to get your fashion fix? Whose updates can't you live without? Let me know in the comments below. I'm always on the prowl for more fashion inspiration in 140 character bites!

Refocusing for 2012

This year will hopefully be a year of milestones for me. If everything goes according to plan, I'll be graduating university, starting grad school, and moving to New York all before the year is up. I'm excited and hopeful, and I can't wait.

Rachel Roy sketch for The Hunger Games. I promise to be this awesome in 2012.

In addition to finally taking on adult responsibilities this year, I'm going to be trying to make some serious changes to this blog. I've been blogging for almost 3 years now, and in that time, I've learned so much about the fashion industry and about the blogosphere, and the relationship between the two. I've made mistakes, and I've learned from them, and for 2012, I'd like to be more active about defining this space in a way better matches up with my interests in the fashion industry.

In October when I was at TVFU, I got some great advice from Teen Vogue EIC, Amy Astley. She said that in writing a blog, you should try to "create what you would want to see." As a fashion blogger whose focus is photography, there are a very limited number of blogs that focus exclusively on photography that I can emulate. Most fashion/photo blogs are street style blogs, and not necessarily what I want to aspire to. So for 2012, I'm changing that. I'm rebranding, defining the new Promiscuous Lola, and dedicating myself to being more creative about narrowing my focus.

So far, I have a number of things planned. I'm excited and nervous and freaking out, but the anticipation of finally being sure of what I want this space to be is as overwhelming as it is exhilarating. So, here are my blog resolutions for 2012. Two weeks late, but just as valid!

• Refine/Rebrand/Refocus: I'd been thinking about rebranding for a while now, but I only just found the courage. So, now that I'm basically starting over this blog with a new identity, I have to spend some time refining what that means, and how drastically I will be changing direction. In changing over to the new URL, there were some glitches with the photographs. I have no idea what's happened or why, but since I haven't figured it out, I've decided to abandon the broken posts. In the next few weeks, I won't be posting anything new, just going through the archives and deleting all the broken posts. I'm going to try to salvage my more important posts, but my archives will be severely be gutted. I haz a sad now. But, at the same time, it's a new opportunity to start fresh, with all the information that I've learned about blogging and fashion in the last 2 years. We'll see where it takes me. 

• Street Style Photography: I've been saying for ages that I want to post more street style shots. Now that I have the time, the equipment and the experience, I really want to make a bigger push to develop my eye for street style. I've missed doing this for College Fashionista, and there's no reason why I shouldn't continue, even if it's just to keep my "approaching strangers and photographing them" skill nice and fresh!

• Editorial Style Writing: Over the last few years, I've written for a number of online publications in order to build my writing experience, however in the last few months, I've found that there are a number of things that I want tot write about that aren't necessarily appropriate topics for those forums. I have a lot to say about a lot of things, so where better to say them than in the space that I've cultivated for me? This year, I'd like to take more time to expand on the issues that affect me, and are important to me, and to continue developing my writing skills at the same time.

• Regular/Manageable Schedule: I've changed the posting schedule several time over the last few years, but this year, I'd like to develop one that is easy to follow even when I get overwhelmed with classes. I love this blog and my few faithful readers, and I don't want to alienate them by being unreliable. I have a number of features I'd like to retain, and a few more I'd like to introduce, so I'll be rolling them out by the beginning of February.

• 365 Challenge: I've been meaning to start a 365 challenge for a couple of years now, and I've decided that this year I'm going to DO IT! As a photographer, I should be training myself to be ready to capture any and everything around me, and I think that a 365 challenge is the best way to do that. It will force me to see the places around me in a new way, and to look for the interesting things in my environment. It will also help me train myself to always be ready to capture the things that are going on around me.

So there they are. Five, manageable goals for the new year. Here's to hoping I keep them!

Trinidad, Anya Ayoung-Chee and Project Runway: Supporting Our Own

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Anya Ayoung-Chee by Laura Ferreira

It has happened. Trinidad's fashion chief Anya Ayoung-Chee has prevailed, and is the newest winner of the Emmy award-winning show Project Runway.

It's a funny thing to be invested in something that you technically have no personal stake in, but that's how every Trinidadian felt over the last 2-3 months as we sat and watched Anya prevail time and time again against designers more experienced than herself. 

I was a fan of the show before Anya became a contestant. But this season I found myself torn between loyalty to my fellow Trinidadian (and Convent girl), my personal tastes, and my need to judge the show objectively. Because as much as I am glad that Anya won, there were times when she floundered and others when I simply was not personally taken with her design. (See looks 3, 8 and 9 below).

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Anya's looks from this season's competition

As far as I was concerned, it didn't really matter if she was auf'd early. Making it to the show at all after battling through the "I just learnt to sew" narrative was validation enough for me. She would have made it, and people would know her name. But she fared far better than anyone could have hoped. She was a designer, she was a Trinidadian, and she was GOOD.

It cannot be denied that Trinidadians were biased. It's not a surprise, or even a problem since we had no say in the outcome. We are a bandwagonist society; but we are also fiercely loyal. Even in her "darkest hour" (Reggae Jesus I'm looking at you) Trinis rallied in support of a subpar offering; one that Anya herself acknowledged was less than exemplary. Instead of recognizing the misstep, we praised Reggae Jesus that she was spared elimination. Typical Trini logic.

But this season, what impressed me most about Anya was not her design capabilities but her sincerity. There were very few times when Anya felt the need to denigrate her fellow competitors, and she was genuinely upset when Joshua McKinley's bad mood over losing the L'Oreal challenge carried over into the next week. She managed to form genuine friendships with people who had every right to resent her successes. That to me, speaks highly of her character.  

I  was also impressed by the fact that she made sure to keep the Fan Favourite vote as positive as possible. When things started turning nasty between her fans and Anthony Ryan's in the last few days of voting, she made it clear that they were actually friends, and that she supported his initiative The Rock One Foundation, just as much as her own. After she was announced as the winner, Anya opted to share half of her winnings with Anthony Ryan to help him launch his foundation, which seeks to raise awareness of testicular cancer. With the rest, Anya plans to start a micro-finance fund to benefit other creatives in Trinidad and Tobago. She has stated that it is her way of giving back to the people who dedicated their time to supporting her throughout the competition and providing a means for other artistically minded Trinidadians to follow their own passion.

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Anya's final collection for MBFW

On the show, Anya mentioned feeling the pressure of having to live up to the nation's expectations, and commenters online wondered if the pressure was all in her head. Since I knew better, something struck me about the immense support back home for her: Anya is ours and we are immeasurably proud of her. 

Trinidadians are quick to claim any person who is even vaguely well known as a compatriot. We've claimed Nicki Minaj, Nia Long and Tatyana Ali, but with the exception of Nicki (sometimes) have they ever claimed us? Anya's success resonates so deeply with the citizens of Trinidad and Tobago because she is wholly and truly ours. She grew up here, she went to school here, she represented us at Ms. Universe, she started her fashion career here and she speaks our lilting dialect. She is ours to claim completely and outright. 

So Anya, if you haven't gotten tired of hearing it already, congratulations again on winning Project Runway Season 9, and thank you for representing us so well, with equal measures of talent, class and dignity.

Music: We Found Love by Rihanna ft. Calvin Harris

Rihanna's newest video was released last night, and I don't know why, but something about it just entrances me completely.

I've watched it about 5 times in a row, and I still can't get enough. I genuinely think that this is one of her best efforts to date, and I'm probably going to break my own rules and buy this on itunes. 

That being said, there is a lot of.... questionable content in the video :) I have a ton to say about it, but I'm hopped up on red bull at the moment and I can't keep everything in order in my brain, so I'm going to break it down into sections:

Visuals

I love the look of this video. It reads to me like an indie movie montage set to a soundtrack. The feel of everything is just so authentic, and the chemistry between Rihanna and model Dudley O'Shaughnessy is pretty tangible and it makes the entire thing a lot more interesting to watch. There are a lot of the little things: Her inhaling the cigarette smoke that he blows out, and him tattooing "MINE" on her ass (which in itself is problematic, but that's another story), and all of the face sucking. Separately those elements seem mundane, but taken together, you realize thatt these are actually the important things. These are the little pieces that make up any relationship; that inside perspective that only those two people are ever priivy to. It's positively genius. Cinematically,  there is a lot going on that speaks to what the message is, and what we should be taking away from the video, but I'll address that in more detail a little lower down.

Attitude

One of the reasons I love this video so much is because it shows a different side of Rihanna than I'm accustomed to. I'me very familiar with dolled up, sexed up Rihanna, but this new fresh-faced, casual, friendly and dare I say it, ordinary Rihanna is very refreshing. In this video, she comes across as one of my reckless friends. She's someone I want to hang out with. Someone I want to get into mischief with. I really liked that because it had this "celebrities are people too" quality about it that I found very arresting.

Fashion
This kind of lends itself to what I said about attitude above. Because this is regular girl Rihanna, we get a lot of regular girl clothes. And not just regular girl clothes, but "girl in a relationship" clothes. There is a lot of wearing of boyfriends clothes including his jackets and boxer shorts. I love it. It plays perfectly into the whole picture that she's painted about this relationship and the two people whose lives revolve solely around it. Their actions tell us they are each other's whole world, and the styling choices reflect that very well and very cohesively.

Similarities to other Work

On my facebook newsfeed, someone compared this video to Cee Lo's video for No One's Gonna Love You. As far as I'm concerned, the videos are no more similar than Dudley and Chris Brown are similar for both having cropped blond hair. To me, the videos are similar in the sense that they explore the same themes, but if Rihanna copied this video, then she also copied every indie movie ever put into production. The "reckless couple on a road-trip of self destruction" trope is a well trodden one. This is different than say the S&M video where the references to David La Chapelle's work were much more overt, direct and obvious.

Social Issues
I'm always a big proponent for celebrities who reject the "role model" label simply because I think that an entertainers role in the market is to entertain, and not to teach become a poster child for any particular issue. However, at this point I think Rihanna is actively trying to piss off the PTC. And on the one hand, I'm totally with her. It's not her job to raise anyone's child. But I do think that when you know that a large portion of your fanbase is not in the demographic that can responsibly interpret the message that you're sending in your craft, you do have a bit of a duty to tone it down a bit, or at the very least say that the material isn't suitable for consumers under a certain age. I'm oddly very concerned that there will be a lot of young girls who will come away from this video with an entirely wrong message, and completely miss the actual point that's being made. Teenagers just don't have the maturity to process the fact that not everything is literal. In this ONE video, there is tons of smoking, allusions to heavy drug use, shoplifting, and the implication of a highly combustible relationship. While none of these things is bad in itself (in fact I think they contribute significantly to the video's authentic feel) I guarantee that at least 100,000 young girls are going to leave this thinking "I will start smoking and find a boyfriend. Then I will be as fabulous as Rihanna."

Message/Interpretation
I've rambled on about what the video isn't about. Here's what it is about:

"This is probably one of the deepest videos I've ever done. Its all about love and love being like a drug... you definitely get that from this. The good feeling of it and the dangers of it. That's what this video is about." Rihanna

Oddly enough, I think that the message is actually very clear. When I watch this I see the story of two people who are deeply in love. Two people who revolve entirely around each other. They're so consumed by each other's presence that it borders on destructive. Every day is a whirlwind for them. They're reckless and irresponsible but that's what keeps them together. What we start to see by the end though is Rihanna recognizing after a particularly rough night out that they can't continue down that road, getting out before they destroy each other. As to the perceived references to Chris Brown... steups.

I honestly love this video and I think it's positively mesmerizing. There's a great message in there if you're paying attention enough to find it, and it suits the song well. This is a side of Rihanna that I hope we see more of. 

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